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{lilian kong}
Lilian Kong is a sophomore attending the Wheeler school in Providence, RI. She is interested in exploring the desires and pain of being 'Americanized' in the 21st century and in this poem, she explores that through a young Japanese girls' point of view.

Reflection by Lilian Kong 


Midnight is

layered liberally

In the stubborn curls in my

Violently straightened bangs,

Under which lie two dark gesshoku1

Floating above

Fragrant desert of dried mokuren petals

Which bleed pink to hide ivory secrets.

The granular Osakan sands of my skin,

Explosively dormant,

Smell of Neutrogena

And pressed lychee juice.

And I look at my reflection

Trying to block out your noises,

Your prayers that

My perpendicular

Accent will dissolve into

Flatness, and thin out

Into lethal white diamond.

You smooth criminal:

Ignoring

Tear-streaked whispers

From my cherry blossom lashes,

The pleading lines on my forehead

Before you

Every morning with

The palest foundation

And Marilyn Monroe lipstick,

Telling me I must learn

How to properly live in

1 Amerika, Kimu medaru no tochi.